There are a lot of things I am good at. But there is one thing I have perfected. That is ... worrying. Yes, I am a worrier. I worry about everything. I don't know if this is genetic or just reflects a lack of faith in my life. I do try not to worry, but it just happens!!!
I watched a documentary a couple of weeks ago about how stress ruins your health, shortens your life expectancy and so on and on...So I thought, I would try to de-stress and stop worrying. It hasn't been working. Right now, in fact, I feel sick to my stomach because I am worrying. What am I worrying about...sorry, I'm not going to tell you. These are my worries and if I tell you about them, then I will just worry that I told you about something I shouldn't have been talking about and it will be worse. But the combination of many factors is increasing my worry level to great heights.
Why am I telling you all of this? Because I want you to know that if you have left me a voice message that I haven't returned, you need to email me. Right now the phone stresses me out. Also, if you come to my house you will see it is out of control right now. I am working on this, but the harder I work on it the worse it seems to become. Weird, hu? Also...if you see me, please don't tell me that I look tired, or worried or whatever ... I know.
Now...I am going to take a deep, cleansing breath, read my scriptures for a few minutes and then I will get to work....